So I realized that I haven't blogged in awhile so I guess I will just vent a little bit in this post because I have nothing better to do. So, as some people know, my birthday is coming up. Its my 16th and thats a huge deal because then I can get my liscense! And I know that I should have this huge party and invite like half the world, right? Well yeah, umm, I don't know half the world. I barely know people in my grade. So I'm not doing anything...'cause I guess I'm boring. Well sometimes. And I know that I should celebrate like it's my last birthday ever and I'm only a teenager for a few years, but I don't feel like having a party. I don't feel like doing anything really. I might just chill with my best friend and doing something fun/crazy/possibly stupid. Lately, I have been wanting to do something stupid. Like skip class, or something mild like that. Not like, steal a car or something. Nothing that would get me in trouble with the police. My mom would kill me if I got in trouble because I'm not usually like that. I don't get bad grades, I don't skip, I always do my homework, and I have never gotten detention. And maybe thats why I want to. I just want to be a teenager. I just want to live before I die. I hate sitting in the house and feeling like a loser, but the only problem is that I never feel comftorable when I leave the house. Its stupid and silly, but I can't help it. I think confidence is what I need. I will work on that this year. 2011 will be MY year.